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“Paper is dead without words, Ink idle without a poem, All the world dead without stories.” — Tuomas Holopainen

A Passionate Plea

A crown of thistles and thorns,
Worn as I walk through the Wasteland
Carrying my burdens and hope on my shoulders
The noon light and the twilight.

Step and another forward forever
Into my now broken journey ahead
Footing the edge of the final ledge
Final steps filled with regret —
Or could it be hope?

My Passion is dark from my view;
Somehow, I shine as a Beacon
To the hopeless and the desperate,
The hearts that are broken by fate.

String me up now before I destroy them all,
All along with myself, in my pain.
I was meant to be this way,
To die while I’m still pure.

My bitter victory makes you ever sweet.

The story within myself alone is not as beautiful as the one we could tell together. Our minds intertwined at the dawn of creating a masterpiece; we will feel the hearts of one another beating fast with excitement, knowing that the fun is just beginning.

Cathartica

When the lonely arctic winds blew into the lands of Cathartica, it cast the Earth into an endless barren winter. The selfish winds were ruthless, leaving all that was life in despair. With no end in sight, Cathartica’s hope died.

In the early birth of another cold winter’s day a boy lies on a bed of fresh fallen snow, surrounded by the sleeping trees. The wind whips his cold face and his blood, dripping from the blade of his knife, freezes in the snow. The last breath he takes: soft and pure. He goes with his spirit and his heart as it seeps from his mortal tomb. The wind carries him through the bare, winter woodland, breezing past the stiff branches of the tired trees, and over the icy lakes. As the wind continues to carry him over the white lands of Cathartica, the endless winter season dies with him, for it could not bear the warmth of his soul, and with his death the world comes to life once more.

The arctic winds, after that day, never returned to Cathartica. The cold: imprisoned by the sacrificed dead boy’s soul; the protector of the wild lands. The body would lay through the seasons, untouched. For years, unmoved and unchanged, as life grows up all around it. The body’s wounds would be healed, but the boy will never return. He will stay forever in his lonely immortal form — keeping the wicked winds away — for the sake of Cathartica.

Finding Love

I’ve been alone for as long as I can remember. I don’t feel nor do I long the warmth of my favorite person by my side at night, because I’ve never felt it before. I rely on myself for everything I want and need. I trust only myself with my secrets. I live a life within that no one has ever seen. I’ve tried to find someone I can be completely open with but everyone I’ve ever known, I’ve idolized, hated, liked, and so on … I’ve felt everything at least once for one person or another — everything but love. I’ve never truly loved a person. Nor do I believe I’ve ever been loved. When I find that person though, I’ll know it right away.

Those Nights

I live for those nights
Where everybody feels alright
And people are funny too.

I live for those nights
When I’m surrounded by friends
And the party never ends.

I live for those nights
That I laugh bright
And we are living life!

But I die those nights
In the dark self fights
And they don’t have a clue.

I die those nights
That are wasted light
And my soul never mends.

I die those nights
It’s sickening, I might—
And stab it with the knife.

But I live for those nights
That are blurry shots of white
And can take me anywhere.

Headers

I poured my heart and soul out to too many people. I told everyone who I really am. I’ve nothing left to hide, but holy shit, what a relief.

Leap into my arms again, like you did before you left. I need to feel your warmth again, I’m going cold without you. And in my mind your turning to dust. What I once knew, feels like a foggy dream. It would all be O.K. again if you were still with me, but you’re gone for now at least. Gone until I am, and then I hope to find you.

It’s in this unlikely hour that I find myself at peace with all that’s not going on. I know who I am for this short moment and that’s enough for now. It’s been awhile since I found myself, but at least I know I’m somewhere. I can’t believe how little time I’ve spent with my true self, but for some reason, it chooses not to linger… I await the next time it decides to come around.

When we’ve got seconds left. We think about what we didn’t say, and all we should have done. It can all end now, and I wish I could say I’d smile at the times I had. Some day I hope I’ll be able to without regret and still keep going until I can’t smile any bigger.

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